Cramping and freaking out

Stupid cramps that started on Wednesday are still here. I’m very concerned and in freak out mode. My boobs seem to deflate a bit and not as painful. I called in the clinic and spoke with PA who told me that aches and pains are common but that it could also be sign of ectopic. Since I’m scheduled for follow up beta tomorrow I asked if one of the doctors can take a look. PA said that they are not going to be able to see anything so early and that I could ask but she can’t guarantee it. I always wonder how people who deal with IF patients everyday do not realize how something simple as a extra talk to the doctor or an ultra sound could make a great difference for patient’s state of mind. I will try to push for u/s tomorrow anyway. This waiting game is killing me. Too bad my DH will not be able to go with me, since we have no one to take care of our DS. I’m just used to him being there with me to hold my hand though all past IF tribulations.