Freaking out!!!

Had some weird pains yesterday evening; now I feel like my boobs got smaller and not hurting as much and that I overall feel different. I’m trying to stay positive but it’s really hard because I personally know all the stuff that could be wrong. Had my blood drawn at the clinic, now it’s the waiting game. The call usually comes in after 3pm so I arranged to leave my office at 2:30pm so that I can deal with the call on my own terms. Freaking out doesn’t even describe what I’m feeling right now.