Dreading 2moro

Last week I was waiting for 2moro, now I’m totally dreading it. My whole insights are jittery and I can’t concentrate on anything at hand. The only time I can keep my mind off if I’m around my DS. I’ve been googling and googling all the possible scenarios but I know that no matter how much I think I’m ready for whatever happens 2moro, I’m not ready in a bit. Deep inside my heart I hope and pray that everything is ok in there, but my body and my mind tells me otherwise. I feel like 2moro will be another fork in the road that will change our lives forever. Earlier today my DH asked me over the phone to promise each other that whatever happens 2moro we will keep ourselves together, meaning that I will keep myself together. I’ve been trying to keep myself together since the very beginning, but when you want something so bad that it hurts just to think about it, I know that it will be really hard to keep myself in check.